How low can you go

This weekend I have felt the worst, the lowest in my life.  The pain is taking over, it is stronger than my will.  Lack of sleep Friday nite was the begining of this.  Apparently I thought I took my Ambien but I didnt.  I found it Sat am on the floor.  So that is why I tossed, turned, got up and down several times and basically got no sleep.  Yesterday was really bad, then last nite when I went up to bed, my heating pad quit working, ARG! Today I got up a noon.  And the day hasnt been much better.  Time for another pain pill.